I woke up with some energy this morning. I almost feel normal at the moment. I know it is temporary but i am still happy. I almost forgot what is like not having herxheimer reaction. I can’t complain right now. Funny thing, I just want to clean, do laundry and finish household chores. You’d think I would want to go out to sight-see Not me, I am a mommy and I just want my house clean and that is what makes me happy 🙂
I will be starting some more medications today, so I know I will probably get sick again. Enjoying the moment of normalness (I know it is probably not a word) is all I can do.
UPDATE: My energy lasted only 1.5 hours that day. I was able to pick up my kids room, do laundry and fold some clothes. Even though I ended up being extremely tired to move, I was glad I enjoyed 90 minutes of being back to normal.
Bugun yeni bir iki ilaca basliyacagim. Yani biliyorumki yeniden hastalasacagim. Olsun yinede gecici olsa bile normalligimin tatidini cikariyorum.
NOT: O gun enerjim sadece 1.5 saat surdu. Bu surede cocuklarimin odasini toparladim, camasilari yikadim ve yerlestirdim. Gunun geri kalaninda cok halzisz kalmam ragmen, o 90 dakikalik normal hissetmem beni mutlu etti.